Why Challenges And Relationship Squabbles Are Really Just Soul Tests- Day 298: 365 Radical Self Love Project

Challenges are soul tests- if we choose to see them this way.

Last night right before the energies of the lunar eclipse kicked into full swing I was given a soul test. Around 8:45 I over heard a conversation my partner was having about our relationship and his recall of what had transpired.

One little phrase of what he said triggered me, and triggered me deeply.

Knowing that the eclipses are opportunities to plant new seeds of being I knew I was being handed this “gem” from the Universe to see how far I had truly progressed in the past six months. The position of the eclipse was especially significant for me and my astrological chart.

For the past six months I have been working on my relationship stuff and really going deep within to resolve the deep parts of me that I was being called to heal. This specific moon placement would call into action all of those lessons and bring them up for review in the form of a soul test.

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To achieve a result you have never had you must do something you have never done

So in knowing this I did something different. I noticed my reaction and instead of sitting with it and replaying it over and over in my head- completely convoluting the scenario, I went to have a shower. I knew on many levels for me water is very cleansing and standing under the shower head visualizing the heated energy within me washing off and going down the drain is often highly effective for me. In this particular instance it did help me reground and return to the present moment- that was until I saw my partner.

As soon as I saw him the trigger was activated almost immediately and I knew there were more tests just on the horizon. I knew I had to be honest and clear with him what was going on. So I shared. At first it was pretty calm, but as we continued to talk and communication became more misunderstood I exploded.

Yup I had a full on ego-blow out. I couldn’t think straight, I couldn’t formulate sentences, I was overcome with intense feelings of rage and so instead of entering into world war 3 with my partner I let myself be guided to do something different.

I walked away from the conversation and told him I was going to meditate.

I grabbed my crystals (Angelite and candle quartz) and sat myself down. At this point I was trembling with upset and just made an agreement to sit with myself and my experience until it passed however long it took. I’m not exactly sure how long I sat in meditation. I sat there as tears rolled down my face- I thought that I had failed this soul test by having an ego eruption. As I sat with myself and called on my guides it became very clear to me that there was something greater going on beyond what I could currently see. As I made peace with the reality of the situation and accepted it for what it was the feeling of upset dissolved.

When I came out of meditation I picked up a book on soul lessons conveniently sitting beside me and flipped to a “random page” knowing that whatever page I landed on would be the perfect message for me to receive at that moment. I opened it to the soul lesson of: “Embrace Life’s Tests”– ummm how divinely perfect.

I read the lesson finding more and more peace with every word I read. As I completed the chapter I came into the awareness that I had actually passed the soul test. I had done something remarkably different in the face of conflict and upset. I had removed myself from the charged situation and immediately chose to invest myself into an action that would truly lead me out of where I was at.

When I returned to the living room nearly 40 minutes later something major had shifted. I apologized for my outburst, took responsibility for the fact I was triggered and then another miracle occurred. He softened, he told me he understood why it had triggered me and that next time he would be more aware of the words he was choosing to describe what had really happened. I felt understood. Then he acknowledged me for doing something different and handling the situation in a way I never had before. I felt appreciated. I felt loved.

Challenges expand our souls capacity for kindness, compassion and love

So you see friends we all have shit that hits the fan and it’s in these times of challenge/soul testing that we are given the opportunity to do something different to achieve a different result. It takes time. It takes practice. Our ego patterns are intense and deeply engrained in our behavioural patterns and it takes conscious awareness and a commitment on our part to begin to show up for ourselves differently.

Where ever you are, whatever you are facing, know you aren’t alone, know that you are capable of transcending whatever limitations are within you and that every challenge is a sign our souls are eager to grow and expand into our greatest potential. They arise so we can learn each time how to handle ourselves with more compassion, grace, kindness and love.

To you and all your delicious soul expansion ❤

Radical Self Love to the MAX!!!

Kels

What Obstacals Teach Us About Freedom and Self Awareness! Day 60: 365 RSL Project

” Freedom is not overcoming what you think stands in your way. It is understanding that what is in your way is part of the way”.

On the journey of Radical Self Love we run into thoughts, feelings, circumstances and people who we perceive to be standing in our way of success, love, freedom, happiness, or whatever it is we are seeking.

What if I told you that those roadblocks are actually meant to be there.

Wait whaaaaaat?!!

love-is-freedomYup it’s true. The elements of our experience which we believe should not be there, we think are a nuisance, or all the ‘things’ stopping us from achieving and actualizing our potential are there for a substantial reason. They are there to increase our internal awareness of self. If we can get to the place of understanding that all things we face are part of the journey for our highest good we will truly begin to feel what it is truly like to experience freedom. The universe wants us to be full on bliss love balls and clearing out all the shit that no longer serves is the quickest way to return to the truth of our being which is that of a beautiful, bright, sparkly love being.

Self Awareness = Freedom and lets face it Freedom ROCKS!

When we become increasingly more self aware we can start to notice the hidden gifts inside of all we resist. We don’t get to know the light without knowing what darkness is. I certainly wouldn’t have got to this place of teaching Radical Self Love if I didn’t have a reference point to what Radical Self Love wasn’t.

All the challenges I’ve faced and will continue to face are an indication to me that I am growing and evolving. We only are only ever given that which we are capable of handling. Inside of all my coaching and teaching programs this is a HUGE piece we focus on. To really understand that circumstances in life only appear when we are able to successfully handle them is incredibly empowering. I know the ‘problems’ I face now sometimes seem insurmountable at first glance. At second review I am now able to see them as an opportunity to grow and truly succeed.

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When it comes to romantic love and self love, implementing this concept can really skyrocket our relationships to beautifully delicious and wonderful spaces of divine connection.

I graciously invite you to do some reflection today. What have you been perceiving as “in your way” that actually is the access point to your way? Feel free to share with us what treasures you find!

If you are looking for a more in depth exploration of this entire concept join us for our first RSL Workshop later this month! Details here: RSL Workshop #1

Radical Self Love to the MAX!!!

Kels